Another morning without a run. How long can I go without my daily workout? I’ve reached the point where my impatience to run is beginning to compete with my need to support a full recovery. Earlier in the week I had designs on running on the treadmill and working out on the elliptical while incorporating rest days in between. My return to work, with the early commute and a challenging schedule has been exhausting and I’ve done none of that so far. While I’ve been tempted to push through the fatigue and exercise I keep thinking that it may do more harm than good.
The question on my mind is whether I’m being smart about resisting this temptation or whether I’m just apprehensive about facing the fact that I need to rebuild everything I’ve worked for over the last 16 months. I really want to run outdoors, ideally on a trail. Trail running inspires me and I miss the experience a lot. I also miss my neighborhood runs and as I drive the streets I think about how I used to own them at 4:00 AM – my streets, my playground. I know that the first time I go back out it will be tough. Those early, 20-25 minute maintenance runs that I would do 3-4 times during the work week will present a very different challenge to me today.
I know I’ll get to where I need to be, and soon. I have a 5K scheduled for April and there’s another 5K in March that’s tempting me. It would be nice to have a short term goal like a race to help frame my expectations for getting back to peak conditioning. I’m conflicted about whether to run tomorrow on the treadmill or just wait for the weekend. I’ll see what my body says, I’m ready to listen.
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I wish you the best success at coming back strong. I am sure your body will lead you in the right direction. I think that some races scheduled out in the future will give you some happiness and satisfaction. Keep it up.
Thanks so much. It was a great experience running outdoors today. Enjoy the moderately mild winter weather – I hope you get some good runs in this weekend.