Undefined, but I got it done

On September 29, 2012 By Emerging RunnerLeave a comment

Today’s run (street): 4.9 miles

I had a very busy Friday so I skipped both running and blogging. I knew I would run today, but I wasn’t sure whether the rain would force me back on to the treadmill. Despite a good nights sleep and yesterday’s unscheduled rest day, I was in no mood to get outside to start my workout this morning. I played for time by watching an episode of Doctor Who with my son.

By 8:30, I had no more excuses and my wife was already on the treadmill, so I geared up and headed outside for an undefined run. I targeted between four and five miles and hoped my motivation would pick up as I made my way through the streets of the neighborhood.

The skies were cloudy and dark and the air felt slightly chilled when I stepped outside. It took longer than normal to acquire a signal on the GPS and, when it finally locked in, I was (literally) off and running. I followed my daily route out of habit for the first two miles and then took a turn into a section of the neighborhood with parallel roads that run north/south.

I ran by a yard sale and noticed that some of the “shoppers” hadn’t bothered to turn off their cars while they checked out the items for sale. I endured the strong smell of car exhaust as I went by the house. It’s much more pleasant to run the Bethpage bike trail that is free of cars. But even there you’ll find maniacs on bikes bearing down on you at high rates of speed.

The lack of sun made conditions pleasant. After noting that my heart rate was still in zone 3, I picked up my pace as I made my way back towards home. Instead of following a direct route, I took some alternative roads that I chose for their uphill sections. By the end I was moving well and I finished just shy of five miles.

If the weather holds tomorrow morning I may go to Bethpage to run hill repeats to prepare for my next race. If I feel like staying closer to home I can torture myself by running uphill circuits counter-clockwise at the local business park.

Whatever gets you out the door

On September 25, 2012 By Emerging RunnerLeave a comment

Today’s run (street) 2.5 miles

Every morning I wake up and look at my alarm clock that’s usually about a minute away from going off. Occasionally I’ll need that alarm, but in either case, it’s only a matter of seconds before I realize that I have to get dressed and go outside for my run. EVERY morning I consider not doing my workout. And EVERY morning I manage to talk myself into getting ready.

One of the things that helps me get out the door is a self agreement that I’ll take it easy, just this time. No pressure, just get out and float through my route. By the time I’m standing in front of my house trying to acquire a signal on my Garmin, I’m usually more open minded about putting some effort into the run. About halfway through the run is when I start playing with speed in an effort keep my time below a certain target.

That’s exactly the way it happened for me this morning. The air was chilly enough to warrant long sleeves and the cold provoked me into speeding up my stride from the start. Even though I could see vapors from my breathing, I noticed that many of my neighbors were still dutifully watering their lawns. I worked hard to avoid running through spray but got hit from the side a couple of times. Brrrr!

There’s a quote that goes, “No one ever says ‘I regretted that workout'” and, when I complete my run, I’m always pleased that I did it. The tricky part is getting out the door in the first place.

Ayn Rand as my running coach

On August 22, 2012 By Emerging RunnerLeave a comment

All things in life relate to running

Today’s run (street): 2.5 miles

I sometimes experience good runs that are followed by a mediocre workout. It’s almost like a tease. When I think I’ve made a breakthrough, I’m often disappointed the next time I run. There are many reasons for that, but I’m beginning to believe it all comes down to self determination. As Ayn Rand has put it, “The question isn’t ‘who is going to let me’; it’s ‘who is going to stop me’.”

While I’m not an “Objectivist”, I do agree with the idea that we control our own chances for success. That was my mindset this morning when I took off on my run. I was determined to prove that yesterday’s measurable improvement in performance wasn’t a random event. Just for a change, I wore the Spira XLT’s, and as I moved along the first section of my route, I noticed how similar it felt to yesterday’s run.

It’s easy to run lazy. The fact that you are running will boost your self esteem regardless of how hard you’re pushing the pace. I often fall into that trap, telling myself it’s okay that I’m running slowly because it’s really all about doing the workout. Instead of pushing myself hard enough to achieve my pace goals, I often default to running at a speed that feels comfortable.

Today I ran my regular route ten seconds faster than yesterday and a full three minutes faster than I usually cover it. That’s two in a row. Ayn Rand would be pleased that I rejected the easy path and pushed myself once again to good results. But if she was my running coach, her expectations would go far beyond this level of improvement. For now, stringing two good runs together is defining success for me. Hopefully tomorrow I’ll make it three in a row.

Running doldrums

On July 19, 2012 By Emerging RunnerLeave a comment

Wednesday’s run (street): 2.5 miles
Today’s run (treadmill): 25 minutes

It’s been a a tough week. I’ve done a couple of runs since Monday, but I haven’t had time to post. I’ve had a lot of distractions lately, both in and out of the office. My motivation to run is definitely at a low point. The good news is that a lack of motivation has not affected my running schedule and I’m on track for a normal mileage week. I’m just not feeling it these days. I’ll blame the hot weather and the numerous non-running related items that are taking up my time and attention.

Next Wednesday is our corporate 5K. It will be a new experience to race in the city. It will be fun to return to Riverside Park, where I occasionally ran when I first moved to NYC in the early ’90’s. The race starts at 6:00 PM. As an early morning runner, I expect to have some trouble hitting my stride so late in the day. But, perhaps, the excitement of this race will help get me out of my running doldrums. That would be great.

Malaise or maturity?

On July 3, 2012 By Emerging RunnerLeave a comment

Today’s run (street): 2.5 miles

I am definitely in a malaise when it comes to running, but that’s okay. Since I started running on a regular basis, almost four years ago, I’ve worried about losing my core motivation. Every year I check in with myself in terms of interest and, so far, I’ve had no issues. My biggest concern has been that I’d tire of the activity and, ultimately, stop.

Lately I’ve become less energized by news of groundbreaking shoe technologies and I’m not scanning the web in search of interesting races that I could run this year. My gear site, Runner’s Tech Review, has lain fallow, even though I’ve tested product in the last few months.

All this is true but, like I said, it’s okay. That’s because I still want to run. I expect to run and plan to run. I woke up this morning knowing I’d have a light schedule and an early departure that invited me to put off my workout. Despite that, I dragged myself outside at 3:55 AM to run my daily route. I paid attention to my stride, cadence and level of effort. I speculated on my overall pace and was slightly disappointed when I saw how long it took me to finish the run. But I was also pleased that I cared.

Tomorrow is the 4th of July and I get to spend the day with my family and enjoy a rare day off in the middle of the week. It’s hot out, so I plan to get out early for my run. I won’t think about it much until I’m out there but, once on the road, I’ll be committed.

A friend of mine, who has run for decades, once told me, “Some day, you’ll care much less about the gear and much more about the run.” Runner’s maturity? Maybe. However, that same friend recently got a Garmin 610 and won’t stop talking about it.

12 steps to changing your mind

On May 24, 2012 By Emerging RunnerLeave a comment

Today’s run (treadmill): 25 minutes

My sleep was interrupted last night by a phone call from one of my daughter’s friends. I had trouble falling asleep after that. My sleep schedule is already tight and, with my early rise time, I often wonder if I get enough rest. I finally did get back to sleep, but woke up a few more times throughout the night. Before I knew it, I needed to get up for the day.

In the minute it took me to get out of bed and make my way downstairs, I thought through the various options I had for my workout. Skipping my run altogether was my leading thought as I stood at the top of the stairs. But by the time I reached the foyer below, I had reconsidered that decision.

It was hot and humid at 3:45 AM and I was very tired, but I felt I needed to compromise. I would run, but instead of gearing up and going outside, I’d do my workout on the treadmill. I figured I could better throttle my speed and pick things up as I went along.

I had no guilt starting at 5.5 MPH because it’s generally advised to run slower paces as humidity rises. I notched up my speed every two minutes and, after 15 minutes, turned on the treadmill’s fans that cooled my sweat covered body. I eventually got to full speed for the last five minutes and stepped off the machine feeling like I had a great workout.

Despite being tired and unready to run when I got up, I managed to get myself in gear (literally) and ended up happier for it. My walk downstairs changed my mindset. 12 steps made all the difference.

The lessons that taught me commitment

On March 30, 2012 By Emerging Runner3 Comments

Back in 2008, when I returned to running, I needed to view it with absolute commitment. 15 years prior to then, I was running regularly with a friend who was very passionate about the sport. At that time, my running was a novelty. I didn’t really embrace it as a lifestyle. When my friend left NYC for a few weeks on business, I found every reason not to go out for my daily run. When she returned, I told her I was no longer a runner.

Like anything that’s beneficial (but hard) full commitment is the key. But commitment is a slippery slope and my earlier efforts as a runner failed because I did not commit to the required discipline. I carried the lessons I learned from that earlier experience through my first weeks as a re-engaged runner:

Run at your own pace, not other’s
Run only on clear roads or trails, it’s far better than dodging pedestrians or traffic
Cover only the distances you can handle
Use the right gear, wear the right shoes
Benchmark your progress
In for a penny, in for a pound

It took me months to finally take one rest day every week, because I feared the slippery slope. After three and a half years of serious commitment, I know that every day I rest is merely a temporary respite from the work I’ll be doing the next day. I’m currently experiencing some symptoms of a cold that has dragged me down a little. I chose to rest today instead of doing my morning run. Tomorrow I’ll go out for 10 miles. Why? Because I’m committed.

The myth of the morning person

On February 6, 2012 By Emerging Runner2 Comments

Although I struggled with a bad sinus headache most of the weekend, I did manage to get in a couple of good workouts. As planned, I ran a set of intervals on Saturday and then did a slow, easy run on Sunday morning. My headache caused some dizziness, and that was further exacerbated after viewing Madonna’s Superbowl Halftime show. Despite the close game and my hopes for the Pats, I went to bed before 9:00. It was the right thing to do because I feel much better this morning.

Last week, my wife had breakfast with a friend that she hasn’t seen in a while. Their discussion turned to exercise and my wife mentioned that she runs on the treadmill first thing every morning. Her friend said, “Oh, that’s easy for you, you’re a morning person.” My wife responded, “True, but is anyone really a morning person at 5:00 AM?”

That’s the thing about workouts. It’s not the time of day that you do them. It’s simply that you do them. A morning person will probably do better with a morning workout, and conversely, a night person will do better going for a run after dinner. But being a morning person doesn’t make it any easier to roll out of bed in the early hours and hit the treadmill or the road. What it really takes is a commitment to staying healthy. That can work for people at any time of the day.

Punxsutawney Phil and me, we’re not so different

On February 2, 2012 By Emerging Runner2 Comments

You’re so predictable

Today’s workout (elliptical): 25 minutes

Happy Groundhog Day. With the mild winter we’re having, I don’t really care if Punxsutawney Phil sees his shadow today. Thinking about Groundhog Day this morning, I realized that my daily workout routine is much like the theme of the Bill Murray movie. Each action I take, from taking my vitamins, selecting a cup, pouring coffee and grabbing an energy bar, plays out exactly the same as the day before. And at the same time of the day too. If I’m pouring coffee at 3:50, something’s wrong. It should only be 3:49 by that point.

I could look at this routine, that continues as I head back upstairs to prepare for my run, as quotidian or banal. Instead, I find it comforting to move along from step to step, without having to think at that early hour. Somehow, I find myself standing in front of my house a few minutes before 4:00 AM, Garmin switched on, ready to run. If I thought about it much beforehand, I’d probably go back to bed.

Today, my routine was mostly the same, but since I chose the elliptical it was also a little bit different. I appreciated that difference because, while routine can drive consistency, a little change is also welcomed.

Help! I can’t find my strong

On December 16, 2011 By Emerging RunnerLeave a comment

I need to find my strong¹ and just do it,² because impossible is nothing³. After all, a sound mind is a sound body⁴. I just want to run happy⁵ and keep running⁶.

These inspiring phrases from running shoe companies simply aren’t working for me this week. I have only run 2.6 miles since last weekend, less than a quarter of my usual distance leading up to the weekend.

My lack of mileage wasn’t planned. Monday I took my usual rest day and Tuesday I did a treadmill run. Wednesday I felt like I was getting sick so skipped the day to help prevent that. Yesterday I’d planned to run in Central Park with AG, but the timing was a little tight so we took a pass. This morning I decided not to run because it’s the day before a race.

Okay, it’s only a 5K and 2.5 miles of running or 25 minutes on the elliptical today wouldn’t have hurt me tomorrow. I just couldn’t find my strong. I’m hoping that my commitment to tomorrow’s race will serve as a finial to stop my downward slide. I don’t care about my time on Saturday morning, only that I’ll be back to running.

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¹Saucony
²Nike
³Adidas
⁴ASICS
⁵Brooks
⁶New Balance