Yesterday’s run (street): 4.25 miles
Today’s run (street): 5.6 miles
I just passed 1,800 posts and it took me a lot longer to get to that milestone than I would have expected. That is due to a drop in my blogging frequency and it relates directly to my reduced number of runs per week. This year has brought changes to my running, both in terms of outlook and performance. It’s not a matter of losing interest, but my level of excitement has definitely waned.
Yesterday’s run in my neighborhood was the first I’d done since last Sunday’s trail run. I went out only because I had to. My schedule allows just three days a week for running and I need to make those runs count. But instead of feeling the joy of the run, these days I’m only feeling the obligation. Still, I didn’t hesitate to prepare and get outside. While I no longer question my commitment, I miss the excitement and anticipation of the experience.
This morning I targeted five miles and went a little longer than that. I couldn’t face another run through my neighborhood. After a loop around some nearby roads, I headed over to a nearby business park. My level of engagement was higher today than yesterday. The weather at 7:00 AM was nearly perfect. I did a couple of loops around the park and noticed a wooded section that reminded me of the Central Park lower path.
I ended up running through an adjacent neighborhood before returning home. Tomorrow I hope to run a little longer, perhaps at Bethpage. I do like running there and with the long straight trail, I can detach from the run and think about things (or, better still, not think about anything). I usually gain back more interest in my running by the end of my Sunday workouts. Too bad I have these long gaps between Sunday and Friday.
4 thoughts on “Running excitement waning, but not the commitment to run”
I posted something earlier, but I don't see it, It seems we are both going through the same thing now. 😦 . I doubt I will get to Selden tomorrow as it's now almost 11:00pm and I'm still up. You covered a great distance today though, despite the way you felt. Congrats!
I thought about you on the Selden hills yesterday during my run. I could barely manage the moderate elevations at the business park and couldn't imagine taking on Selden. We have to break out of our current state and return to where we were as runners.
Amen! (just got back from mass)
I like that spirit! Did you do the NYRR Pride run?